3.5.06
...to do list
having just taken up volleyball, i've had to give it up all too quickly. for now...
i dream alot. i lose sleep. i smoke. i punch my bed. i light matches and watch them burn to black coal. i pick fights. i sometimes feel like crying for no reason. i cook like there's no tomorrow. my neighbours think i'm crazy from chanting lines out loud. i want to scream but i can't.
my happiness for the next few months seem to hang onto the decisions of other in the next couple of weeks...
no, no good news...but here's a breakdown:
29/4 - The Drive: rejected (racial issue)
2/5 - Speaking in Tongues: rejected (apparently age issue)
4/5 - Up for Grabs: preparing
4/5 - Empty Case (film): preparing
7/5 - Open Play reading: accepted, because there was no audition, and it was OPEN...
8/5 - Chilling and Killing My Annabel Lee: prepared - same piece as 2/5
10/5 - Show a New Deal: told to come with open mind
16or19/5 - The Golden Age: searching for appropriate piece before applying
~~acting is eeeeeasy!~~
being rejected no longer hurts as much as it once did. i thank whoever for this blessing. because at least this time around they are at least willing to see me before deciding...
but still, where is the love?
plod along, little one...don't give up....
That's right Abbey, don't give up, because you're awesome! Though you sound a bit teen angsty there in the entry today, hm.. I hope you'll be ok. Thought you had dropped smoking completely.
heh...teen angst eh?
damn i shoulda started playin' old grunge music from high school!!!
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i dream alot. i lose sleep. i smoke. i punch my bed. i light matches and watch them burn to black coal. i pick fights. i sometimes feel like crying for no reason. i cook like there's no tomorrow. my neighbours think i'm crazy from chanting lines out loud. i want to scream but i can't.
my happiness for the next few months seem to hang onto the decisions of other in the next couple of weeks...
no, no good news...but here's a breakdown:
29/4 - The Drive: rejected (racial issue)
2/5 - Speaking in Tongues: rejected (apparently age issue)
4/5 - Up for Grabs: preparing
4/5 - Empty Case (film): preparing
7/5 - Open Play reading: accepted, because there was no audition, and it was OPEN...
8/5 - Chilling and Killing My Annabel Lee: prepared - same piece as 2/5
10/5 - Show a New Deal: told to come with open mind
16or19/5 - The Golden Age: searching for appropriate piece before applying
~~acting is eeeeeasy!~~
being rejected no longer hurts as much as it once did. i thank whoever for this blessing. because at least this time around they are at least willing to see me before deciding...
but still, where is the love?
plod along, little one...don't give up....
That's right Abbey, don't give up, because you're awesome! Though you sound a bit teen angsty there in the entry today, hm.. I hope you'll be ok. Thought you had dropped smoking completely.
heh...teen angst eh?
damn i shoulda started playin' old grunge music from high school!!!
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