21.5.06
had a busy fulfilling weekend...
kicked off with friday arvo drinks w/ hoi (choy)...after work drinks with the girls at work...dinner and crepes with kenny's colleagues...started chatting to one of the colleagues, coco, found out why she looked so familiar. she used to work at marcello. cool chick, saved me from potential awkwardness of strange comments that i don't know how to react to...felt the world shrink a little more...
couldn't get the thought of one particular person out of my mind. realised that i am so far yet so close to remaining as the person i was a few years back, liking people who are simply not worth my minutes of the day.
saturday, dance class at west ryde. felt a little closer to human beings. i like physical contact. it's been a while since i hugged my friends.
watched da vinci code. not giving a review. i liked it. go watch the thing. jub messaged me for a bike ride next week...eric sent me a blank sms.
sunday went bike riding at homebush on a last minute whim. kenny's bike tyres were slowly deflating and we called it a day early and browsed ikea. bought boxes that i was meaning to purchase for sometime. whilst driving home, i had that feeling that i needed to contact suey. i miss her being around every now and then. i wish sometimes we were closer friends so we don't have to end up losing contact so much. maybe we'll find time to catch up soon.
came home, packed necessary things into the new boxes. stared at a 2 inch stack of photos featuring my ex and me. i threw them into the bin along with a bluebear he gave me that i chucked somewhere out of sight for a very long time, probably hoping that one day i might actually hold fond memories of those times back then. that time never came.
stared at an equal thickness stack of notes from everyone who wrote me in high school in class...mainly ones from anita. for a while i hesitated. but i threw them out too. weren't exactly memories i preferred to keep. there's no reason to really keep them. generally i remember what they were about anyway. what a shame that we are no longer friends and can look back and think how silly we were back then. what a shame that she said "we won't drift apart" and we watched it all unfold. guess we weren't supposed to be best friends, or whatever that means afterall.
come home and stare at the stack of msn messages from people because i accidentally left myself online again. feel guilty that i can't answer them because they're now offline. oh well, catch up soon i hope :D
i'm usually not one to throw things out. but today, i felt good. it felt good to let them go. everything, through time, becomes nothing.
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kicked off with friday arvo drinks w/ hoi (choy)...after work drinks with the girls at work...dinner and crepes with kenny's colleagues...started chatting to one of the colleagues, coco, found out why she looked so familiar. she used to work at marcello. cool chick, saved me from potential awkwardness of strange comments that i don't know how to react to...felt the world shrink a little more...
couldn't get the thought of one particular person out of my mind. realised that i am so far yet so close to remaining as the person i was a few years back, liking people who are simply not worth my minutes of the day.
saturday, dance class at west ryde. felt a little closer to human beings. i like physical contact. it's been a while since i hugged my friends.
watched da vinci code. not giving a review. i liked it. go watch the thing. jub messaged me for a bike ride next week...eric sent me a blank sms.
sunday went bike riding at homebush on a last minute whim. kenny's bike tyres were slowly deflating and we called it a day early and browsed ikea. bought boxes that i was meaning to purchase for sometime. whilst driving home, i had that feeling that i needed to contact suey. i miss her being around every now and then. i wish sometimes we were closer friends so we don't have to end up losing contact so much. maybe we'll find time to catch up soon.
came home, packed necessary things into the new boxes. stared at a 2 inch stack of photos featuring my ex and me. i threw them into the bin along with a bluebear he gave me that i chucked somewhere out of sight for a very long time, probably hoping that one day i might actually hold fond memories of those times back then. that time never came.
stared at an equal thickness stack of notes from everyone who wrote me in high school in class...mainly ones from anita. for a while i hesitated. but i threw them out too. weren't exactly memories i preferred to keep. there's no reason to really keep them. generally i remember what they were about anyway. what a shame that we are no longer friends and can look back and think how silly we were back then. what a shame that she said "we won't drift apart" and we watched it all unfold. guess we weren't supposed to be best friends, or whatever that means afterall.
come home and stare at the stack of msn messages from people because i accidentally left myself online again. feel guilty that i can't answer them because they're now offline. oh well, catch up soon i hope :D
i'm usually not one to throw things out. but today, i felt good. it felt good to let them go. everything, through time, becomes nothing.
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