21.9.05
show and tell is up next thursday 29th at Zenith theatre....i'm scared...:) i dunno my lines yet. there's also a script that i will not be allowed to look at till that night.
it appears i have failed to see the meanings hidden (and not so hidden) my phrase:
"i'm just going to head to his house and do some lines with him"
dear me, i sound like kate moss :P
let' not go there... i'm heading up to kutd this weekend.. who's coming too?
it appears i have failed to see the meanings hidden (and not so hidden) my phrase:
"i'm just going to head to his house and do some lines with him"
dear me, i sound like kate moss :P
let' not go there... i'm heading up to kutd this weekend.. who's coming too?
12.9.05
sigh...another movie that *confronts the ugliest, most human side of relationships*...and honestly, as much as i like watching, it makes me think, and thinking is annoying.
snow trip...as in s...NO trip...no snow....or at least barely...ended up boarding for half a day before they closed off the skilifts. damn that was not worth it. if i was willing to trade anniversary with ski trip then we woulda gotten a bloody awesome weekend.
boarding is fun...never knew what the hell ppl were talking bout when they say i was goofy...and i was like "er, yeah, so? i've been goofy, i've been a clown, yeah, big deal, etc" and then i realised what it meant. hehe
love is a strange thing, which i will keep revisiting.
when the hell will price war start for petrol?
i need another job.
snow trip...as in s...NO trip...no snow....or at least barely...ended up boarding for half a day before they closed off the skilifts. damn that was not worth it. if i was willing to trade anniversary with ski trip then we woulda gotten a bloody awesome weekend.
boarding is fun...never knew what the hell ppl were talking bout when they say i was goofy...and i was like "er, yeah, so? i've been goofy, i've been a clown, yeah, big deal, etc" and then i realised what it meant. hehe
love is a strange thing, which i will keep revisiting.
when the hell will price war start for petrol?
i need another job.
6.9.05
things that do or don't make sense.
degrees for motherhood.
wtf??? were they on mind altering medication when they thought that up? it'd be so damn funny if everyone did a motherhood/fatherhood sorta course, and we all end up raising kids that essentially think alike... (oh wait a minute: AMERICANS!) ho ho ho.
has anyone gone through the cross city tunnel? how much did you have to pay to get from a to b? did things fall down inside the tunnel?
exploring the perimeters of astrophysics..not actually talking about it, but talking about the dream to have pursued it, i mean, it was my high school big passion...and as i walked along the edges, looking over the edge to chaotic, whizzing flurry of quantum physics, i asked myself why i didn't choose it? a friend told me i should do it because i would perhaps otherwise regret. but i know right now (no guarantees for future) that i wouldn't regret. because i couldn't seem to imagine life without acting around me. and pursuing knowledge in this kind of discipline requires...well, alot of passion, and ...discipline. and whilst i have a love for it, i know my discipline won't last the distance.
it was a sad moment of truth for me. i have accepted that i do not have the sort of discipline required to suceed as a scientist, so in a simple economic approach, i have minimised loss, to pursue a life easier. alot of people say life as an artist is difficult. i think a life where you are given the liberty to expand your mind in any way beyond what others have already done is, a hard life. guess that weeds out the ones who will and those who never will.
is art beauty impracticality?
is art selfish?
or am i doing it for selfish reasons...
i don't think so...perhaps i have more of the perseverance for it because i like it more? or because i find it easier - and if i find it easier, is it because i simply like it more than anything else? or is it because i haven't really gone RIGHT IN and LIVED it? i'm still one foot on dry land and the other foot dipped in that cool, cool water, not really knowing when, or if i could ever immerse myself in. and dry land is safe. why am i so damn SAFE?
yes, i've been thinking long and hard, subconsciously, at work whilst another busy day buzzes by and i have to be 2 co-ordinators at once, and it's demanding, and i appreciate it more. but dry land it is. and i'm wondering if i will leave it to some of life's great catastrophic catalysts to begin the chain reaction that will push me into the water, where i will realise, like the water in the river cave, it is much, much deeper than it first appears.
degrees for motherhood.
wtf??? were they on mind altering medication when they thought that up? it'd be so damn funny if everyone did a motherhood/fatherhood sorta course, and we all end up raising kids that essentially think alike... (oh wait a minute: AMERICANS!) ho ho ho.
has anyone gone through the cross city tunnel? how much did you have to pay to get from a to b? did things fall down inside the tunnel?
exploring the perimeters of astrophysics..not actually talking about it, but talking about the dream to have pursued it, i mean, it was my high school big passion...and as i walked along the edges, looking over the edge to chaotic, whizzing flurry of quantum physics, i asked myself why i didn't choose it? a friend told me i should do it because i would perhaps otherwise regret. but i know right now (no guarantees for future) that i wouldn't regret. because i couldn't seem to imagine life without acting around me. and pursuing knowledge in this kind of discipline requires...well, alot of passion, and ...discipline. and whilst i have a love for it, i know my discipline won't last the distance.
it was a sad moment of truth for me. i have accepted that i do not have the sort of discipline required to suceed as a scientist, so in a simple economic approach, i have minimised loss, to pursue a life easier. alot of people say life as an artist is difficult. i think a life where you are given the liberty to expand your mind in any way beyond what others have already done is, a hard life. guess that weeds out the ones who will and those who never will.
is art beauty impracticality?
is art selfish?
or am i doing it for selfish reasons...
i don't think so...perhaps i have more of the perseverance for it because i like it more? or because i find it easier - and if i find it easier, is it because i simply like it more than anything else? or is it because i haven't really gone RIGHT IN and LIVED it? i'm still one foot on dry land and the other foot dipped in that cool, cool water, not really knowing when, or if i could ever immerse myself in. and dry land is safe. why am i so damn SAFE?
yes, i've been thinking long and hard, subconsciously, at work whilst another busy day buzzes by and i have to be 2 co-ordinators at once, and it's demanding, and i appreciate it more. but dry land it is. and i'm wondering if i will leave it to some of life's great catastrophic catalysts to begin the chain reaction that will push me into the water, where i will realise, like the water in the river cave, it is much, much deeper than it first appears.
4.9.05
not much to report...
doing a workshop/performance thingy at the end of sept for "show and tell" w/ willoughby council n tafe's stateart or something like that.
kutd is back on 24th sept..? i tink i'll be doing something for it...not sure what...
rehearsals on once more for m.butterfly....
i'm dying for 4:45 to come so i can go do yoga...i can't eat for 2 hrs prior and i'm getting hungry and going to probably start eating...............
foooooood....:(
will be @ bf's place for dinner..not sure if i'm cooking or if the chef of the house will....
fooooood........
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doing a workshop/performance thingy at the end of sept for "show and tell" w/ willoughby council n tafe's stateart or something like that.
kutd is back on 24th sept..? i tink i'll be doing something for it...not sure what...
rehearsals on once more for m.butterfly....
i'm dying for 4:45 to come so i can go do yoga...i can't eat for 2 hrs prior and i'm getting hungry and going to probably start eating...............
foooooood....:(
will be @ bf's place for dinner..not sure if i'm cooking or if the chef of the house will....
fooooood........