2.12.05
lots of people are posting once again...after andrew has dropped off the face of the earth for..some many months, welcome back :D
wongers is back and blogging away...
frank the china tourist and the officer with justice slip...on his new blog...
not much to report. hopefully the correct side of my brain gets more of a workout after i quit the mind numbing job that is 9-5. hate 9-5...can't seem to get used to it. i spose no one really loves it (right...?) but accepts it because it's stable income, you know what to expect etc...
which brings me. new path will mean i do not have the luxury of the "knowing what to expect" thing, and also brings about a 90% chance of a huge ass financial problem soon-ish, especially if i keep spending the way i have been. i feel like i've just been let out of prison. i feel like i should celebrate. but that prison was really all in my mind. i was free to leave anytime i wanted to, with consequences of course.
finances. no holiday in jan this time. it is a shame coz i would love to take a break, but hanging onto the hope of callbacks is just hell if i'm overseas...especially for something so important. chances only come once. you don't get second try, so i guess it's all about priorities and what is important, then living with no regrets if things don't turn out the way you would have liked.
life can be full of sacrifices, one would say. but i think the term "sacrifice" is a bit of a grandiose way of basically saying you are paying SOOOO much for something, and also a sense of bitterness over having paid such a high price, and the possibility of not getting the return you thought you should. or perhaps wanting affirmation that you have made the correct decision? it's like saying "you have given up alot for this" and make yourself seem selfless (blah...) because you can "sacrifice" for this great cause. funny though. would anyone give up that much if the potential return weren't more?
not a stab at anyone, if not, merely self reflection because i've heard the term being flung around, and have also been guilty of using this big word. slap on the wrist :P
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wongers is back and blogging away...
frank the china tourist and the officer with justice slip...on his new blog...
not much to report. hopefully the correct side of my brain gets more of a workout after i quit the mind numbing job that is 9-5. hate 9-5...can't seem to get used to it. i spose no one really loves it (right...?) but accepts it because it's stable income, you know what to expect etc...
which brings me. new path will mean i do not have the luxury of the "knowing what to expect" thing, and also brings about a 90% chance of a huge ass financial problem soon-ish, especially if i keep spending the way i have been. i feel like i've just been let out of prison. i feel like i should celebrate. but that prison was really all in my mind. i was free to leave anytime i wanted to, with consequences of course.
finances. no holiday in jan this time. it is a shame coz i would love to take a break, but hanging onto the hope of callbacks is just hell if i'm overseas...especially for something so important. chances only come once. you don't get second try, so i guess it's all about priorities and what is important, then living with no regrets if things don't turn out the way you would have liked.
life can be full of sacrifices, one would say. but i think the term "sacrifice" is a bit of a grandiose way of basically saying you are paying SOOOO much for something, and also a sense of bitterness over having paid such a high price, and the possibility of not getting the return you thought you should. or perhaps wanting affirmation that you have made the correct decision? it's like saying "you have given up alot for this" and make yourself seem selfless (blah...) because you can "sacrifice" for this great cause. funny though. would anyone give up that much if the potential return weren't more?
not a stab at anyone, if not, merely self reflection because i've heard the term being flung around, and have also been guilty of using this big word. slap on the wrist :P
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