21.7.05
bleh. everything is a bleh right now.
yesterday i went for an unexpected interview and i "got the job" and have to meet the actual manager today and today i am a bit uncertain, but thought i'd go for it neway coz the job looks...challenging and new. this manager who accepted me already sort of, has come round and realised how much MORE experience this role shouldn't actually be an assistant role but a coordinator role...she's disorganised, it feels. she's unsure if i have neough experience...(?? it's a marketing assistant role, i'm ASSISTING and doing some bigger projects, but i'm not half of you!) but anyway, will see how it all rolls out. i'm happy if i get it, but not upset if i don't.
went to the callback for audition last night. i went ok, but obviously not as well as the other girl who auditioned. since they didn't call today about the role even though they said they would. sometimes just gotta take the joy with the blows that acting is. sometimes i wonder if i'm cut out for it, because i guess, i'm simply not good enough, or too old, or too young, or too asian for parts. or something.
when the audition place called me back on sunday asking me to come to a callback audition, i was happy, i didn't expect an audition where i whispered would have allowed me to be called back. yesterday when i unexpectedly landed a marketing assistant role, i was happy...spirits were high and i thought "hey, that's serendipitous". indeed.
yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh i believe in yesterday...
yesterday, life was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
oh i believe in yesterday.
i'm glad i'll be heading back to the comfy dark lair of "bang bang you're dead" because surely i can be quite in character without trying. bleh. bleh. bleh.
re. the marketing role - i really have to say this, even if i end up with the job: this woman is SO DISORGANISED. it won't be easy to work with her. she didn't even give the specs of the job description properly and kept changing her mind. she needs to step back and get some PERSPECTIVE. oh well...yesterday...
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yesterday i went for an unexpected interview and i "got the job" and have to meet the actual manager today and today i am a bit uncertain, but thought i'd go for it neway coz the job looks...challenging and new. this manager who accepted me already sort of, has come round and realised how much MORE experience this role shouldn't actually be an assistant role but a coordinator role...she's disorganised, it feels. she's unsure if i have neough experience...(?? it's a marketing assistant role, i'm ASSISTING and doing some bigger projects, but i'm not half of you!) but anyway, will see how it all rolls out. i'm happy if i get it, but not upset if i don't.
went to the callback for audition last night. i went ok, but obviously not as well as the other girl who auditioned. since they didn't call today about the role even though they said they would. sometimes just gotta take the joy with the blows that acting is. sometimes i wonder if i'm cut out for it, because i guess, i'm simply not good enough, or too old, or too young, or too asian for parts. or something.
when the audition place called me back on sunday asking me to come to a callback audition, i was happy, i didn't expect an audition where i whispered would have allowed me to be called back. yesterday when i unexpectedly landed a marketing assistant role, i was happy...spirits were high and i thought "hey, that's serendipitous". indeed.
yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh i believe in yesterday...
yesterday, life was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
oh i believe in yesterday.
i'm glad i'll be heading back to the comfy dark lair of "bang bang you're dead" because surely i can be quite in character without trying. bleh. bleh. bleh.
re. the marketing role - i really have to say this, even if i end up with the job: this woman is SO DISORGANISED. it won't be easy to work with her. she didn't even give the specs of the job description properly and kept changing her mind. she needs to step back and get some PERSPECTIVE. oh well...yesterday...
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